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| i know its been a long time since i blogged about anything. alot i have been through. im still in moorhead mn. hoping to get back over to fargo real soon. still somewhat talking to my best friend ds. at least just about advice on relationships. i guess i can handle that. i got off of upoc. my sexy latino phone friend seemed to be jealous about me talking to other men on that site. he thought i was doing sexual things with them also. so i closed down my account even though it took 2 weeks for them 2 close it. he asked my way and i told him and he seemed upset that i would do that. but oh well rite. he was always up in my texts and always mad when i talked to the guys in the sex groups. i plan on going back on and just saying fuck off to him cause in a way he really aint worth me quitting a site i been on for over 3 years. its not like he my man or im his girl we just fone fuck thats all. yeah ive come to care about him alot butjust dont think its worth quitting because of what he thought. o well life does go on. in other news my 4 year old has been diagnosed with tremors so now she will be going to ot once a week for like 4 months then if its not betters she will be put on meds. my youngest turned 3 on the 1st. ive started a new job at a nursing home in the past week. thats about it. oh yeah sum guy gave me his number. i joked and asked if it was money and he said if i called him the he would give me money. evidently he didnt realize i was bieng my sarcastic self lol | | |
| well my girls have been in thier daycare for about 2 weeks now. its great to get things done now without the screaming and crying. yet in a way wierd to be away from them all day. i just been looking for part time work and doing errands during my time. then coming home to cook dinner bath the kids and watch a cartoon with them before bed. mon thru thurs i am up at 5:45 so my 4yr old can get up and reay for her bus at 6:30am. on fridays i am able to sleep in until 6:20 am. been watching lots of movies and working out. otherwise havent much to blogg about. | | |
| so i oftened blogged about sexual things. most of them do get blocked. so ive been doing a bit of phone sex with a sexy latino. im so amazed on how far behind i am on sexual things. maybe its my rural upbringing. i dont know but he has brought me into kinkiy things that ive never thought of before. now i fanatze about these things he whispers into m,y ear during the night. i love when he speaks to me in spanish. ive tried seceral times to break off our little freaky phone thing but always seem to come back to wanting to hear his voice. he wants me to come out to san diego and vist him. | | |
| Yay! Easter is finally here. What i luv about 2day is getting up early 2 color eggs with my kids. Yes it always ends up in a huge mess with egg shells& dye all over my kitchen but its well worth it to watch them get creative coloring them. Another thing i luv doing easter is dressing my 2 girls in frilly dresses. Of course cant forget about the yummy candy. But above all this is just 2 sit back 2 realize how blessed i am 2 have a nice home, food 2 eat& happy healthy kids | | |
| I miss writing! When i was a teen id write silly stories& pretty poetry. My creative jucies went dry when i had kids. I do read tons. More then average person. I especially crime novels or mysteries. But anywhoo, i have a dozen storylines but idk. Maybe im scared of ppl not liking them | | |
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